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Devout and Holy Life", 1729) |
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"This is the dependent, helpless poverty of our state; which is a great
reason for humility. For, since we neither are, nor can do anything of
ourselves, to be proud of anything that we are, or of anything that we can
do, and to ascribe glory to ourselves for these things, as our own
ornaments, has the guilt both of stealing and lying. It has the guilt of
stealing, as it gives to ourselves those things which only belong to God;
it has the guilt of lying, as it is the denying the truth of our state, and
pretending to be something that we are not. Secondly, Another argument for
humility is founded in the misery of our condition. Now the misery of our
condition appears in this, that we use these borrowed powers of our nature
to the torment and vexation of ourselves, and our fellow creatures. God
Almighty has entrusted us with the use of reason, and we use it to the
disorder and corruption of our nature. We reason ourselves into all kinds
of folly and misery, and make our lives the sport of foolish and
extravagant passions; seeking after imaginary happiness in all kinds of
shapes, creating to ourselves a thousand wants, amusing our hearts with
false hopes and fears, using the world worse than irrational animals,
envying, vexing, and tormenting one another with restless passions, and
unreasonable contentions.
Let any man but look back upon his own life, and
see what use he has made of his reason, how little he has consulted it, and
how less he has followed it. What foolish passions, what vain thoughts,
what needless labours, what extravagant projects, have taken up the
greatest part of his life! How foolish he has been in his words and
conversation; how seldom he has done well with judgment, and how often he
has been kept from doing ill by accident; how seldom he has been able to
please himself, and how often he has displeased others; how often he has
changed his counsels, hated what he loved, and loved what he hated; how
often he has been enraged and transported at trifles, pleased and
displeased with the very same things, and constantly changing from one
vanity to another! Let a man but take this view of his own life, and he
will see reason enough to confess, that pride was not made for man. Let him
but consider, that if the world knew all that of him, which he knows of
himself; if they saw what vanity and passions govern his inside, and what
secret tempers sully and corrupt his best actions; he would have no more
pretence to be honoured and admired for his goodness and wisdom, than a
rotten and distempered body to be loved and admired for its beauty and
comeliness.
This is so true, and so known to the hearts of almost all
people, that nothing would appear more dreadful to them, than to have their
hearts thus fully discovered to the eyes of all beholders. Thirdly, If to
this we add the shame and guilt of sin, we shall find a still greater
reason for humility...No creature that had lived in innocence, would have
thereby got any pretence for self-honour and esteem; because, as a
creature, all that it is, or has, or does, is from God, and therefore the
honour of all that belongs to it is only due to God...But if a creature
that is a sinner, and under the displeasure of the great Governor of all
the world, and deserving nothing from Him but pains and punishments for the
shameful abuse of his powers; if such a creature pretends to self-glory for
anything that he is or does, he can only be said to glory in his shame.
Now how monstrous and shameful the nature of sin is, is sufficiently apparent
from that great Atonement, that is necessary to cleanse us from the guilt
of it. Nothing less has been required to take away the guilt of our sins,
than the sufferings and death of the Son of God. Had He not taken our
nature upon Him, our nature had been forever separated from God, and
incapable of ever appearing before Him.
And is there any room for pride, or self-glory, whilst we are partakers of
such a nature as this? Have our sins rendered us so abominable and odious
to Him that made us, that He could not so much as receive our prayers, or
admit our repentance, till the Son of God made Himself man, and became a
suffering Advocate for our whole race; and can we, in this state, pretend
to high thoughts of ourselves? Shall we presume to take delight in our own
worth, who are not worthy so much as to ask pardon for our sins, without
the mediation and intercession of the Son of God? Thus deep is the
foundation of humility laid in these deplorable circumstances of our
condition; which show that it is as great an offence against truth, and the
reason of things, for a man, in this state of things, to lay claim to any
degrees of glory, as to pretend to the honour of creating himself. If man
will boast of anything as his own, he must boast of his misery and sin; for
there is nothing else but this that is his own property.
When you have by such general reflections as these convinced your mind of
the reasonableness of humility, you must not content yourself with this, as
if you were therefore humble, because your mind acknowledges the
reasonableness of humility, and declares against pride. But you must
immediately enter yourself into the practice of this virtue, like a young
beginner, that has all of it to learn, that can learn but little at a time,
and with great difficulty. You must consider that you have not only this
virtue to learn, but that you must be content to proceed as a learner in it
all your time, endeavouring after greater degrees of it, and practising
every day acts of humility, as you every day practise acts of devotion. You
would not imagine yourself to be devout, because in your judgment you
approved of prayers, and often declared your mind in favour of devotion.
Yet how many people imagine themselves humble enough for no other reason,
but because they often commend humility, and make vehement declarations
against pride!
Cecus is a rich man, of good breeding, and very fine parts. He is fond of
dress, curious in the smallest matters that can add any ornament to his
person. He is haughty and imperious to all his inferiors, is very full of
everything that he says, or does, and never imagines it possible for such a
judgment as his to be mistaken. He can bear no contradiction, and discovers
the weakness of your understanding as soon as ever you oppose him. He
changes everything in his house, his habit, and his equipage, as often as
anything more elegant comes in his way. Cecus would have been very
religious, but that he always thought he was so. There is nothing so odious
to Cecus as a proud man; and the misfortune is, that in this he is so very
quicksighted, that he discovers in almost everybody some strokes of
vanity.
On the other hand, he is exceeding fond of humble and modest persons.
Humility, says he, is so amiable a quality, that it forces our esteem
wherever we meet with it. There is no possibility of despising the meanest
person that has it, or of esteeming the greatest man that wants it. Cecus
no more suspects himself to be proud, than he suspects his want of sense.
And the reason of it is, because he always finds himself so in love with
humility, and so enraged at pride. It is very true, Cecus, you speak
sincerely, when you say you love humility, and abhor pride. You are no
hypocrite, you speak the true sentiments of your mind: but then take this
along with you, Cecus, that you only love humility, and hate pride, in
other people. You never once in your life thought of any other humility, or
of any other pride, than that which you have seen in other people.
The case of Cecus is a common case; many people live in all the instances
of pride, and indulge every vanity that can enter into their minds, and yet
never suspect themselves to be governed by pride and vanity, because they
know how much they dislike proud people, and how mightily they are pleased
with humility and modesty, wherever they find them. All their speeches in
favour of humility, and all their railings against pride, are looked upon
as so many true exercises and effects of their own humble spirit. Whereas,
in truth, these are so far from being proper acts or proofs of humility,
that they are great arguments of the want of it.
For the fuller of pride any one is himself, the more impatient will he be
at the smallest instances of it in other people. And the less humility any
one has in his own mind, the more will he demand and be delighted with it
in other people. You must therefore act by a quite contrary measure, and
reckon yourself only so far humble, as you impose every instance of
humility upon yourself, and never call for it in other people, so far an
enemy to pride, as you never spare it in yourself, nor ever censure it in
other persons.
Now, in order to do this, you need only consider that pride and humility
signify nothing to you, but so far as they are your own; that they do you
neither good nor harm, but as they are the tempers of your own heart. The
loving, therefore, of humility, is of no benefit or advantage to you, but
so far as you love to see all your own thoughts, words, and actions,
governed by it. And the hating of pride does you no good, is no perfection
in you, but so far as you hate to harbour any degree of it in your own
heart. Now in order to begin, and set out well, in the practice of
humility, you must take it for granted that you are proud, that you have
all your life been more or less infected with this unreasonable temper. You
should believe also, that it is your greatest weakness, that your heart is
most subject to it, that it is so constantly stealing upon you, that you
have reason to watch and suspect its approaches in all your actions.
If, therefore, you find it disagreeable to your mind to entertain this
opinion of yourself, and that you cannot put yourself amongst those that
want to be cured of pride, you may be as sure as if an angel from heaven
had told you, that you have not only much, but all your humility to seek.
For you can have no greater sign of a more confirmed pride, than when you
think that you are humble enough. He that thinks he loves God enough, shows
himself to be an entire stranger to that holy passion; so he that thinks he
has humility enough, shows that he is not so much as a beginner in the
practice of true humility." |