From J. C. Philpot's Daily Portions
December 19 "That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men,
but in the power of God." 1 Corinthians 2:15 It is true that real grace can suffer neither loss nor
diminishing, but its manifestations and its actings may. Who that possesses
faith is not conscious that it ebbs and flows, rises and sinks, is strong
and weak, and varies from day to day and from hour to hour? Thus when a
sharp trial comes, its immediate effect is to depress faith. It falls upon
it like a weight, and bends it down to the ground. Faith may be compared to
the mercury in a thermometer. The quantity of mercury in the bulb
never varies; but it rises or falls in the tube, according to the
heat of the day. Thus faith, though it abides in the heart without loss or
diminishing, yet rises or sinks in the feelings, as the weather is fair or
foul, or as the sun shows or hides himself. Did Job's faith, for instance, mount equally high when
"in the days of his youth"--the spring of his soul--"the secret of God was
upon his tabernacle," and when "he cursed his day," and cried, "O that I
knew where I might find him?" Was Peter's faith as strong when he quailed
before a servant girl as when he was ready to go to prison and to death? Or
Abraham's when he denied Sarah to be his wife, and when with but three
hundred and eighteen men he pursued and smote the army of four mighty kings?
If faith never fluctuates, never sinks and never rises,
then we have at once the dead assurance of a professor; then faith is in our
own keeping; then it does not hang on the smile or frown of God; then we are
no more beggars and bankrupts, living on supplies given or withheld, but
independent and self-sufficient; then we "have no changes, and so fear not
God." But if faith ebbs and flows, what is the cause? Is it in
self? Can we add to its stature one cubit, or make one hair of it black or
white? If not, then must its ebbings and flowings come from God.