From J. C. Philpot's Daily Portions
August 16 "You have ascended on high, you have led captivity
captive; you have received gifts for men; yes, for the rebellious also, that
the Lord God might dwell among them." Psalm 68:18 What a painful thing it is to be rebellious! There is
hardly any feeling worse than rebellion to a man whose conscience is made
tender in God's fear. To have rebellion against a holy and wise God;
rebellion against his dealings with us in providence; against his teachings
in grace; because we have not more of the light of his countenance; because
we have not more and clearer testimonies and manifestations! We know in our
judgment that God cannot err in any of his dealings, and yet to find at
times such dreadful rebellion against God, O how painful it is! The least
trifle can work up rebellion. It does not need a storm or a gale to lift up
its proud waves. The slightest breath, the faintest breeze that blows, will
at times stir up the billows of the rebellious heart, and make it swell with
tumultuous heavings. But what a mercy it is to the poor souls that groan and
grieve under a rebellious heart, that this ascended Mediator has received
gifts for them! It is not your patience, meekness, and good temper, nor your
gentle and quiet disposition, that bring down grace into your hearts; but
God the Father has lodged all the graces and gifts of the Spirit in his dear
Son, and they are given to you because you have a saving interest in his
blood and righteousness. The Lord teaches us this. If we were always patient,
meek, holy, submissive, never harassed by the devil, and never felt the
workings of corruption, we would begin to think we had some power to please
God in ourselves, and would slight and neglect a precious Savior. But when
taught by painful experience what a depraved nature and rebellious heart we
carry in our bosom, when the Lord lets down a little mercy and grace into
our soul, we then know the blessed quarter whence it comes, and learn to
abhor ourselves and bless his holy name.