From J. C. Philpot's Daily Portions
July 30 "Him has God exalted with his right hand to be a Prince
and a Savior, for to give repentance to Israel, and forgiveness of sins."
Acts 5:31 Jesus is "exalted to be a Prince and a Savior to give
repentance and remission of sins." The two go together. Whenever he gives
repentance, he gives remission; wherever he grants remission, he bestows
repentance. It will not do to let repentance go. Every child of God is
brought to repent of his sins, and by repentance to forsake them. "But," you
say, "have I repented? Considering the nature and magnitude of my sins, were
I a repenting sinner, surely I should be mourning and sorrowing over them
all the day long." What, then, creates that doubt in your mind? Because you
are often hard, dark, dead, cold. Here, then, again, we must distinguish
between that godly sorrow for sin which is felt in the spiritual mind, and
that hardness and darkness of our carnal mind which is still enmity against
God, nor is there faith or love, repentance, or any one good thing in it.
But there have been times and seasons when, under a peculiar influence, your
heart was softened and melted before God; when sin was truly repented of;
when you felt that it was indeed an evil and a bitter thing to sin against
so good, so holy, and so great and glorious a God; when the rock melted, the
hard heart gave way, the eyes flowed down with tears, and the swelling
breast was almost ready to burst with penitential grief for your sins, and
over the sufferings and sorrows of the Son and Lamb of God, and you could
only loathe yourself in dust and ashes before his holy, heart-searching eye.